Simple right?

Forgetting.

There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything. But it's not giving up. Its realising you don't need certain people and their crap.

willpower?

Im not going to text you until... friday. Then see you at our friends birthday on Sunday. Or at work sunday morning. But I can do it! I just have to have willpower!!

Make you miss me.

I heard the coolest saying today..'start loving.. stop trying it will find you' so I will.

Im going to live by the theory of no text back? hes just not that into you! Not missing you? 'hes just not that into you!' so I shall stop wasting my time.

But I want you. So if you don't get over the fact thats stopping you (yeah it took me ages to come to terms with ) then im going to take it as 'hes just not that into you' and forget about you!

Guess what im doing now?

Im doing this right now. I want you to finish work and text me back. I haven't heard from you for a couple days and I miss you. I want to get that feeling in my tummy that I get when you text me and I want to have that smile on my face that no body else gives me. Please text me soon. I miss you. And want you to finish work now!

All in a name.

I think the cool thing about having an unusual name is that you are hard to forget.

Sure it may take a few times for the person to learn how to say it properly but after that it stucks!

Theres only one of me. And even if we hardly talk, a few years down the line someone may say 'oh i was talking to Analesha.. do you know her?!' and they will go 'YES!'.

I quite like it.

Prettyyyy!!!

These three girls are pretty !

And somehow she still seems to be one of my fav's even pulling a face like this! Her new album is great.. Go buy it!

Fairytale x

You make me feel so happy.

I haven't felt this happy in a LONG time.

The way you looked after me. The way you hugged me and kissed my cheek at the end of an amazing date . It felt like a fairy tale.

x

Lovely customers.

Today at work I had an elderly lady come up to me.
I was making conversation with her and she told me she had just been back to CHC for her friends 60th wedding anniversary. I want one of those. I said to her that's something so precious, something to strive for because its quite unheard of these days. And she agreed. She told me I had a beautiful big smile and not to ever stop smiling.

You are a wonderful woman and you made my day.

Carolynne Reid xxx

Rest in peace Aunty Carolynne.

4 years ago today you were tragically taken from us by that stupid thing called cancer. I still think as if you are going to come to christchurch and see us and remember so vividly how we never went more than 3 days without seeing each other. My mum and you were best friends.

I know your sitting in hevan watching down and making sure that were all keeping on the straight and narrow. You are amazing.

Its pink ribbon day here for a reason.. I think you had something to do with it :)

xxxxxxx

RIP Sunglasses!

My biggest problem in life at the moment:

I just sat on my sunglasses and broke them.

Even with me being sunglass-less at the moment... my life is pretty good :)

Sentez-Vous Belle

Sentez-Vous Belle.

Feel Pretty.

True friends.

I love these guys! You make me so happy!

As Anna put it in fiji 'who cares about them. we've got your back sister'